Still Searching

 To be honest, I don’t really know what to write, what to tell you, all I can say is I’m confused about my future.

Just like any other normal person….

Still I write…

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Hello, who should I dedicate this letter to? To My Dearest Love?

I have been thinking about you, that moment when you smiled back and yet I wasn't expecting it. I thought I didn't deserve your smile. 

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